Just Time

Silently she sleeps getting lost in her fantasies
Dreaming of times she would return to in a heartbeat
Watching her life play out
Dreading the moments she hated
The moments that changed her
Faces from those days appear
She is fighting them to wake up
- it doesn't work
Hours go by and images are flashing past her
Those she loved, those who loved her
The arguments and the making up
Wrapped up in time
Time that has been and gone

Passing fields and fields of time
Unable to capture a thing
Tears fill the eyes for the memories
Trying to hold on
Digging nails into the floors of the times she misses
Like falling in love and remembering those kisses
Starting to wake to the sound of alarms
The time that's been starts to fade
Her eyes open
Her heart becomes heavy
She's awake in an empty room
Silence deafens as she tries to remember