Maturity

Slowly softly you walk away, dragging with you my heart

The one that I shed last night, after it all showed itself in the night stars

Screaming so loud, to talk now causes me pain

Listening to your words, drenching my face 

So little, not enough any more, just never was ... if I listen to my heart

Bend down to pick up the mess that is left surrounding the memories

Back aches with the burden you were on my shoulders

Remorse is not a vision I'll ever see in your face

Cold arrogance and blank eyes

Someone like you is all I allowed myself to dream for

Someone like you... never been such a lie 

Stronger every day, surprised with just how much I can do 

Every day I lift myself up and hold myself that bit straighter

No one could of wished this on anyone

Least of all myself...

Slowly, softly you walk away, I call your name 

I take back what is mine, the heart I have fixed up for years

The strength in me, shows a smile on my face... 

‘Goodbye’, I say. 

This time, I meant it, I meant every letter

Don’t underestimate my inner strength, its growing everyday.

Viral Minds

If we just became our real selves, not these fake selves and we said what was on our minds, not what left it and we just all got on with things instead of thinking things - things would probably be easier, life would probably pass more smoothly, there would be less fear and worry - most likely... things wouldn't just stay the same... we wouldn't be hiding from our own shadows, we'd be chasing our dreams, we'd be catching every opportunity that came our way without a care of the what might be's... we'd be who we are meant to be, none of this fake selves, over-thinking selves, just beating up ourselves until we don't know ourselves... we would just be and being is who we would pursue to keep and we would not run from anything, no trouble would block our doors... light shoulders, high heads, free to live and breathe.... If we could find the strength within, we'd be dangerous....