Wednesday 25 April 2018

Bliss

Take me back to the day when I genuinely thought I would experience life as one
Take me back to a time I thought I could never move on
Where I felt all I'd ever had, had been

Life has been all I ever wished for
Secretly in my thoughts
I always believed I would meet my soul mate
Meet the woman to make living more worthy
To make my days exciting
Make the memories meaningful
Make the fears soften

Someone who would make my smile real
Give me smile lines
Take away the hard exterior
The clown face
The real me would eventually be the only me
I would become happy in my own skin
The skin would fit
There she was
PGF-E

The light was lit
It has been lit since we made sparks fly on social media
On dating sites
In pictures
In messages
On phone calls
On trains
In cafés, France, Cornwall, the bothy, Wales, Upton, lanzarote, to name a few
We clicked so much I felt so relaxed
So unfake
So real
So at home

Engaged
Then booking a wedding
Counting down days
Stressing out with planning
Saving for our own house
Moving in
Days away
Getting married
My favourite day ever
All I ever wanted
Even stressed she soothed me
She calmed me down
Know her thoughts before she's spoken
She finishes my sentences
Adore her
Love her deeper than I've ever thought possible
She's my favourite part of every day
A future to build
Over two years of memories already
Honeymoon to look forward to
So much to be happy for
Thank you P
You are my perfect
All my wants and needs are wrapped up in you
My life is blissful
Take me back to my teenage self
Tell her to be patient
Tell her eventually she will find herself
Her trueself
The girl who loves girls
The girl who will find her girl
The girl will bring all your dreams to reality
P was my destiny
Created a pathway together and now we are walking down in hand in hand
Calm and happy
Thankful
Neither of us gave up
And there she was
My heart is so full
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Wednesday 18 April 2018

Sun sun sun

Sun sun sun
Thank fuck you're back
Spring baby needs those blue skies and finally after too long you are back
Chuffed
Beer on the go
Bose playing the tunes
Life is this