Moving on

Today it hurt
I felt like the day didn't need me
I was dizzy and down
I couldn't find my own strength
I imagine your smell and I feel sick
I can't feel like this
Tears are falling
Life can be so tough
But I look to the sky
I know I have been through worse
And I will always rise
See it may hurt today
But tomorrow it will only be a memory

Bustle and Tears

I caught the end of your message
Life was so much busier these days
To find 5mins was a luxury saved for sleep or a bath
You had told me it was over
You had said you weren't happy and that I couldn't change it
You said the end of the line was now and you didn't want it
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I didn't call you back
I didn't feel words were enough
For any thought out sentence just seemed useless
I didn't want to fight for something that wasn't worth it
Sometimes people just don't fit
It's nobodies fault
We can't force it
I don't want to
Like I said my life got busy
Never a spare minute
I need ease
I need tranquil
I want the person who wants me
So I deleted the message
Negative vibes are best to get rid of
Doesn't do anybody any good

Busy

Caught the last train home
The night had arrived quicker than normal
The hustle and bustle of conversations had me lost
So much life surrounded me
I sat huddled up in my coat thinking of my day
Same old moments played over and over
I should of been clearer with it all
I could of prevented so much
The train doesn't stop as much at this time of night
Yet it still appeared to be full
I only had three more stops to go
I couldn't fight my need for sleep
My eyes were heavy
I was asleep before I could finish the......