Sunday 15 November 2020

The Apocalypse Village

The grass is longer than it ever had been
Noone had seen it get this bad before 
The windows looked lifeless 
They were no longer letting in the light 
They were blurring existence 
Jagged edges of reality 
That's the way the mirrors were left in the bedroom
What had once mirrored such happy reflections 
Had now been covered in a layer of life that had fallen over the years 
Suffocating the floors
That once showed wealth with real oak
Were now covered in overdue letters and newspapers with articles detailing events to commemorate life 
The kitchen was still laid out for a dinner party
A party that would never happen 
Bottles of expensive champagne and flutes lined the side boards of the kitchen 
The oven was full of decapitated finger food
A spread fit for a queen
Was now just green dust and well past its sell by date 

This house was a castle
A castle for anyone lucky enough to live in it
Huge rooms, tall ceilings
Paintings of generations before lined the corridors 
The dressing room was full of historic artefacts 
Walking into the four walls created an overwhelming feeling of long forgotten happiness 
This house was a home
This house was filled with a loving family once upon a time 

The virus had wiped out so many houses like this
The streets all lay, lined up houses like cattle awaiting their final day 
The visit to a slaughter house 
For this town had not been so lucky 
This virus had choked the lives that once filled the shops, streets and houses 
No cars drove these streets anymore

We closed the doors
Slammed them shut 
For the next passerby to share in the tour 
The tour of an apocalypse that was man made
Something that could have been avoided

The light in the street flickered as almost to come back to life
Pop went the bulb
The light was out
The street went black

Tuesday 10 November 2020

hope will always silence fear

Alas, this existence is not what we dreamt of, is it
We all had our plans this year didn't we
We had holidays booked and ideas for others pencilled in
We didn't set resolutions because we felt it was not a thing to do anymore
We didn't expect the unexpected, yet my dear weren't we always told to do just that 


Alas, 2020 is not the year we envisaged at all is it 
For most it started well, lots of social life, never really paid attention to the media and was avoiding it over #BREXIT
But how life changed 

It has taken so much from our generations 
It's taken the stability 
The power we thought we had
Invincible as we thought ourselves to be
Well this year took that from right below our feet

Yet this time we fell with it, hurt ourselves on the impact 
Disbelief 
Pain, and just general angst
Worry, fear and Social anxiety

Immune systems were our biggest warrior this year, we really hoped to win the covid19 battle than none of us had prepared for 
Most of us unfit and not ready 
Not even warmed up
Yet in, we were thrust 
That boxing ring was not waiting on us being ready 
People went mad
Started panicking in the 1000s
Those shopping delivery slots became an ounce of crack to score when logged in 
We didn't think people even used it yet they were out of stock for months 


11months in and still disarray surrounds us
Feels like a huge fog surrounding us
This whole globe, is trying to see
Trying to focus with tired eyes
Squinting into the end of the year
Celebrations have been put on hold for almost every religion 
Weddings and births even deaths tinged in covid19 battle dust

We are not to give up 
We are not to give in
Families have experienced the hardest existence in all the world 
Scared to hug family 
Feared out of visiting the lonely 

But I ask you to remember the plans you had pencilled in
The celebrations you have put on hold
We will all see the light again 
The fog will lift 
We will become stronger as a result 
The nation will be stable once more. 
Hope will always silence fear