Chelsea Rent Boy

I see his face
caught in the night
our eyes lock for that one moment
for that moment, I am paralysed

See, to anyone else he is a just a person
but to me, I see the pain
I see the hurt straining in his eyes
I see the help in his expression
I know this isn't the life he wants

I am helpless
He is lost

I turn away, when I look back
he is gone

Soppy Thoughts on a Easter Sunday

Catch me as I fall out of the sky on nothing but my heart strings
I want you to see the height I have climbed
look at how much I have changed

See me as I grow through my life and find the love I have always wanted
the love that set me free
the love that wraps me up in cotton wool
the love that became my shadow
the shadow I wont live without, cant live without
the love I found and the love I have now

See my smile, see how deep it goes
see the love in my eyes, the glaze over
the heart, watch it beat out of time as I see her
See how I talk about her
Watch me as I speak
Hear my voice, listen to the words I say

Best time of my life, This is the best time I have ever had
I document it to remember it
remember when my life changed
when the sky became blue
when the sun never went down


The voice she has speaks to my soul
it controls me
I need her, want her, love her
Everyday
All day
Any time
For all of my life.