Come together for the moment
leave your phone behind, I dare you
Leave the social media and try thinking for yourself
think about who you were when you were growing up
the girl who played kiss chase at school
the girl who loved the marble effect in art
and felt so relaxed in story time
remember what you got up to
remember the mischief
forget the status updates and the who's dating who bullshizzz
D'ya care?
Sit with the family around a large dining room table
be that girl on a Sunday
looking forward to mums cooking and time together
I won't ever take that time for granted
Quick Buzz
Don't utter the words as they spit the verse about who and what you should be doing
don't listen to lectures about nonsense you don't believe in and think agreeing will get you liked
don't fucking care for those lonely people who use others to bring themselves off the floor they find themselves on
don't do drugs unless you know why and what could, would, will happen after
don't take the piss out of anybody- its not big and its not clever
don't forget where you came from
don't try scratching at yourself to change it because you are who you are
be proud of your achievement's
~ Education has and never will be a waste of anyone's time ~
just fucking chase those pesky dreams that wake you up in the night
find and fight for the people you miss
surround yourselves with the people who make you smile the most-est and laugh the loudest
accept the mistakes and let them be as they are, mistakes, not something to drag through any lonely drunken night
do not over think the nothings and miss out the something's
that's just being dumb - the degree and hard work says you're different and better than that
just be you and they can be them
and you will meet the person of your dreams when you least expect it
you will do everything and all you have ever wanted
you just gotta get up and get on with it
no one can do it for you
Saturday 22 March 2014
Sunday 2 March 2014
Honesty
Softly approach the room, know that what you disturb is your own choice
that once you enter the room you can't undo the actions
you cant undo the words that you scream at there faces, that you spit into the room
they may be words of hurt but more-so of pain and anger that they, can be who they are
that people like this can exist that they think this behaviour is acceptable
that I am a real person with a heart and they are trying ever-so to blow out the candles around me
to have me forgotten in the corner like some dirty little secret
like some bad decision when in fact I did nothing wrong here and I want them to know this
I want them to know that I spent a lot of time worrying about them and crying about them
and that when it was a weak day I would do anything to have them near me
at one point I thought of them as my saviour, almost a reason to bother in life
but wow did I wake up today with a crash to the floor
I feel like I have spent time in a coma, a coma of complete and utter sadness on my own lives part
I mean fucking hell, am I here for there amusement or there play time
was I brought into this world by my parents to spend it wasting my days pissing it up the wall
I mean I say I softly approach the room but god knows I have struggled with the running and swearing option trust me
I really couldn't put it down in the way I feel it and hear it in my head
how the mind is contemplating all of those little moments where I put myself last
I mean fucks sake there's enough of those I assure you
I am here you know, I have my life here too
I have my world to create and work towards and all my own ideas and dreams all wrapped up and boxed away
boxed away whilst I sit there figuring out all of your puzzles
searching for years for your pieces
to fix your problems
well no fucking more
I am sorry for not being sorry honestly
but I can not do this for any longer of my life
I can not worry about all your problems
and sit up all night helping for you to give me nothing
and even not just for that reason any more
my life is more important
there I said it
not selfish no
but looking after number 1
I will go about my days as I intend to
I will stay single if I wish
I will fall in love if I can
and I will give less of a shit for you
because lets face it
tables turned for a second and you wouldn't hesitate with walking away from me
like most of you already have
this isn't to be a row no
as I actually walk away from the room
I decided to jot it down on here instead
I decided to save face
to man up to front it out to do what I have always done best
For Everything A Reason
for everything a point, and this point was to myself
a reminder of when I walked away with everything I have worked for in my bag
and I left you to your devices
and got on with my own.
FYI - this life is not a game to me, this is real and I shall not be a character in yours any more, power? What power? Your's has only been created through lies, lies you needed to get attention. Nothing more than attention seeking at it's highest level, congratulations... try being yourself eh, try being honest.
that once you enter the room you can't undo the actions
you cant undo the words that you scream at there faces, that you spit into the room
they may be words of hurt but more-so of pain and anger that they, can be who they are
that people like this can exist that they think this behaviour is acceptable
that I am a real person with a heart and they are trying ever-so to blow out the candles around me
to have me forgotten in the corner like some dirty little secret
like some bad decision when in fact I did nothing wrong here and I want them to know this
I want them to know that I spent a lot of time worrying about them and crying about them
and that when it was a weak day I would do anything to have them near me
at one point I thought of them as my saviour, almost a reason to bother in life
but wow did I wake up today with a crash to the floor
I feel like I have spent time in a coma, a coma of complete and utter sadness on my own lives part
I mean fucking hell, am I here for there amusement or there play time
was I brought into this world by my parents to spend it wasting my days pissing it up the wall
I mean I say I softly approach the room but god knows I have struggled with the running and swearing option trust me
I really couldn't put it down in the way I feel it and hear it in my head
how the mind is contemplating all of those little moments where I put myself last
I mean fucks sake there's enough of those I assure you
I am here you know, I have my life here too
I have my world to create and work towards and all my own ideas and dreams all wrapped up and boxed away
boxed away whilst I sit there figuring out all of your puzzles
searching for years for your pieces
to fix your problems
well no fucking more
I am sorry for not being sorry honestly
but I can not do this for any longer of my life
I can not worry about all your problems
and sit up all night helping for you to give me nothing
and even not just for that reason any more
my life is more important
there I said it
not selfish no
but looking after number 1
I will go about my days as I intend to
I will stay single if I wish
I will fall in love if I can
and I will give less of a shit for you
because lets face it
tables turned for a second and you wouldn't hesitate with walking away from me
like most of you already have
this isn't to be a row no
as I actually walk away from the room
I decided to jot it down on here instead
I decided to save face
to man up to front it out to do what I have always done best
For Everything A Reason
for everything a point, and this point was to myself
a reminder of when I walked away with everything I have worked for in my bag
and I left you to your devices
and got on with my own.
FYI - this life is not a game to me, this is real and I shall not be a character in yours any more, power? What power? Your's has only been created through lies, lies you needed to get attention. Nothing more than attention seeking at it's highest level, congratulations... try being yourself eh, try being honest.
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