Hurts to say

No thoughts will be held
When the truth is spat out
The heart will collapse in pain
Noone will look at you
Feelings scream out in shame
You try picking yourself up as you are pushed to the floor
Not even they will help you anymore
Frustrations were building
To breathe was a chore
To smile so sweetly was becoming a lie
I took all that you gave me and I put it to use
And here you all stand before me watching me burn
I can't take it back but honestly why should I
Your wish was that I would be happy
And this is what I'm trying
Take back all the love
Take back all the lies
If you had your own way
Id be nowhere to be found