Find Me

come and find me

take my hand

ill be the one in silence under the coats

ill be praying for them

missing them

wishing i could see them

but id never tell you

id keep it wrapped up

so tight it hurts to move

hurts to breathe

sometimes i get caught

sometimes i get scared

i wish and think too much

i hear it all too often

i hear them say oh she doesn't know when to stop, when to shut up

but i worry

i fear being older

people get older too

people leave you

people leave life

they just go without a manual

without any explanation

you sit there struggling as the tears burn your face

as they splash onto the floor

as they stain the clothes

as you wish so hard... what would they say

what advice would they pass on 

please be here 

you're screaming

it's just too much

you scream so loud your voice burns out

you cant cry

you cant be angry

you're just stuck

you just run

you just hide 

you grab what you can and you bury deep

you bury yourself so deep no one can find you

.....come and find me 

take my hand

Ill be the one in silence under the coats