Become better

I'm not stupid
I know you're ignoring me
And I try so hard to think this is a reflection of you
See, I know I do all I can for you and I care more than you'll ever know
Yet you jus ignore me
Brush me aside like trash
Pop up on your terms when you're bored
And I sit in my thoughts blaming myself
I allow my mood to break
I try hard not to become upset
I try so hard to forget
But I can't
I won't
I shouldn't have to
You should treat me better
I should learn to let go when you don't...