what if I didn't stop

what if it just kept going
till there was nothing left in me any more
till you had taken it all away
till the tears just dried and I was all out of care

I would not want to ever wake up there
waking up to that scare of not being aware
of able to hide the despair

Not letting you take this piece of me too
Not letting you get that deep
Will just have to man up and be
Be who I am meant to be
Regardless of what you think you can make me

Not able to continue any more
This has taken over my life and swallowed it all whole
I have my life too and need it back
Before this came along it was all, all right

What if  I didn't stop, what would that mean?

I don't know, but I wont still be here to find out....