and maybe it was because i had felt cold for many moons
and maybe it was because we had once been inseparable
maybe it was because i am to admit finally, i was lonely
the pain was never too severe and i didn't feel it too much as the days rolled into one
but as the time went by and the tears had stopped
i became numb
i became unnecessary
i didn't need you
and you didn't need anyone
i had let go of my heart restraints and i had given up
but that night, that night was surprising
it woke me up
i had had a fleeting moment in my year but it had left before it became anything worthy
it hadn't worked out
i had wished it to but we weren't the same
we couldn't blend
i want to stop it but at the same time embrace it
that want is back
it has been awoken
i need that closeness
i need that affection
i need love
i need it all
i want it all
i wont shy away
i wont hide
just wish it could stay
with that whom awoken it
but that cant be the way
love was lost along the day
i grew up and grew older
and i shed it
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