Not Even Sure Anymore

I don't know what to say
Does that surprise you?
I guess you always think I do
But tonight, not a whisper

I can't even tell you how I feel
It's all too much
Just a huge reel, spiralling round and round
I don't wanna tell you I'm a weak person but sometimes I feel I can be
Sometimes not even I can joke myself out of the pit

I wanted to tell you my dreams
I wanted you to know it all
But I figured out quickly, for what?
Why would I?
Do you even?

Silence spreads through the house
Its like we've left the street
Left our neighbourhood
Left the moment
Just silence and stress
Questions with no answers
Faces with no expression