Oh if only

I didn't do as I do
Repeat the same old
Remind myself of the times cold
Cold old and oh so long ago


Oh if only
You saw how I felt
Felt what I felt
Showed me 
Made me see and made me believe


Oh if only 
We were as we should be
If I wasn't so scared to see
See it be
You and me
How its meant to be 


I like her you see
Its plain to see
I feel it in me 
I'm just scared you see
Been here before and tripped over and fell
Cut my knee 
Broke my heart


Oh if only 
We were that now
Today
Tomorrow 
The future
You were here to stay with me
Lie with me 
Kiss me, fall for me and I for you 
And forever 


Oh if only
I had the guts to tell her
She is what I want
She makes me smile with every text 


Oh if only....