Saturday 28 January 2012

When you know its the end of the day

You know its the end of the day 
because the sun goes away
You know its the end of the day 
because the world looks as though its slowing down
You know its the end of the day 
because you have given all that you can and it wasn't enough


The person isn't the same as they once were
They don't react how they used to
They don't even respond to your attempts anymore


You know its the end of the day
because they hurt your feelings when they ignore you
They knock you down with their "I don't give a shit" attitude
They try to make you feel so small with their one liners and you have had enough


You know its the end of the day
because you have been stretched so thin you feel invisible
You have bent over backwards your spine has snapped
You have thought about it so much, you have headache
You know its the end of the day now as you write this up


You can feel the emptiness in your mind 
You can see the coldness in her eyes
You can see that you never were and you'll never be
You don't want to look but its about time that you see
That you see it all as it is to everybody else
That when you talk about it, text about it, moan about it
How your friends react
How your friends look at you and try and help you see it too


You know when its the end of the day
because you have had to put it down
Put it down and leave it there
Stop trying to catch it 
Stop trying to make it 
Stop trying to excuse it


It is not what you need
It is not what you want
It is the end of the day now



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