Some days

Some days
Some days just throw you hard to the ground
Your whole body just becomes numb as you smash to the floor
Your arms get cuts and the bruises begin to form
You are in pain

Some days just come from nowhere
Absolute bitches of a day
No sorry no explanation
Just at your bed when you wake
Looking at you as you get on with your business
Talking to you in your ear
Lowered voice
You don't recognise them

Some days are just unworthy
People look at you with their disgust in your existence
You can almost hear their thoughts
They want to know who you are and what you want from them
They look at you like you have taken something of theirs
Slept in their bed or stolen their food from their plate
The type of people who are probably battling with karma on a daily

Some days are just too much effort to even wake for
Sometimes I genuinely don't know what drags me up
What pulls me forcefully from the sheets of avoidance

Some days are brilliant
Some days throw me with love and desire
I can't get enough
I never want the day to end

Some days
Life is ongoing
Life is tough
Life hurts
Life makes you choose directions
Life provides opportunities
Life doesn't say please and doesn't ask for permission
It just throws shapes
Shapes of weapons
Guns knives and hearts

It's all too much
It's all too little

Some days
Everyday and never