Dirty Plasters

How can you be disappointed in somebody, if you never expect anything?
how can we feel down if we have never been high?

How many times will I rework this same old stain? 
how many times will I ask this again?

Will I dream of my future and see any smiles?
will I rush about helplessly aimlessly? 

I try so hard to ignore the pressure
the one in which they all increase daily
the one that stares at me blankly and angrily and like I should just obey 
I cant be like you, I am not meant to, this is my journey, my life, my time
and yes, it may feel to you like I am wasting it, but I am not
You cant rush happiness!!



I find myself looking out of the window a lot -
trying to see past all that in front of me 
and I wish a lot that I hadn't turned corners in places I needn't or pushed past my own comfort to fit in ---- but we all do this from time to time
and the way in which we adapt to the decisions is what makes us, us 
and how we keep that individuality alive 


Sunshine and Snow 
Surprise and neglect
Stop the pressure, allow people to be who they wanna be
and you go your way
the only way to mess up is trying to fit peoples shoes 
and trying to think in a language you don't speak


Just relax and go with your flow
on your terms
and your timing

let love find us all and encapsulate us till eternity

Happy Easter !