This is how it will stay

If you don't start throwing away
the self that you carry around with you
the one you left so long ago

This is how it will be
if you will not open your eyes and see
that if you continue, your heart will stop beating
and alone in a room you will stay


This is not the way
the route you have taken has got blurred
and you keep walking over the trodden grounds


Please don't just sit here and accept it
as you type it all out and hear it
as you tuck yourself in later alone in your palace that no one can come into
the spell that you put yourself in
when you tell yourself that you're happy
when you pretend the tears are hormonal
when you cried yourself to sleep


This is how it will stay
if you don't brush the cobwebs away
the ones surrounding your social
and the ones surrounding your belief
the belief in yourself to get what you want and deserve
to meet the one and to fall head over heels
to sit in a restaurant with your girlfriend and smile

To look outside and see the sun, not the rain
to feel the breeze not the chill
to see the smiles not the heartache
to express your desire
to express yourself
to be who you are
regardless of anyone else

This is how it will stay, how it will be, how everyone will see you
if you do not change it
its that easy, just take the first steps of courage
and the rest will follow...



Believe in yourselves, - You are all that you have. ONE LIFE