Lost loves

Have you ever seen pain?
I don't mean physical I mean emotional
The complete paralysis
the inability to form a sentence or continue with life
The absolute devastation
the overwhelming loss
Have you?

Have you ever felt so intoxicated in hurt that you can barely stand up straight
The weight of the world isn't heavy enough
You force a reaction just to release
Just to mock a let go illusion

When you have.... go with it
Sink so deep you get lost in the dark
Let the walls close in on you and swallow you up
Let yourself grieve
Grieve so much you forget how you were before
Just lose yourself
Accept this is normal
For now and this is necessary
It is necessary for growth
It is necessary for closure
It will prevent you wasting time
Trust me
Believe me
Have you ever seen the pain?