Thursday, 14 May 2026

Get off to where?

I got off my chair and ran to someone who looked like the controller
Can you stop I want to get off 

He just stared through me like I wasn’t even there 
He didn’t even care
I was just standing there and he stared 
I said it again 
I want to get off
Nothing 

The rows of chairs were infinite and we were all just sat 
Strapped in 
No let up 
No final loop
Just constant 
I wanted to go home 
I wanted to go home so bad
But to which house
None of them were mine anymore
I had grown up
Moved on and moved out 
We all had
These were just moments in time 
Moments and memories and nothing more 
No getting a bus to merry hill for my Christmas Calendar shop 
No waiting in Halesowen at the bus stop
No final GCSE or last day of summer 
No university or job interview or failed marriage
Just a chair 
Just a chair in a row that didn’t mean anything 
A person sat on it and time ticking 
To get off would be to end it all
To walk away to leave?
To not beat a heart anymore 
To not pump blood
Tirelessly running through this existence surrounded by people also living their only chance too 
No rerun 
No pilot episode 
One shot one opportunity and then 
Flat line
So sit down and make yourself comfortable 
Find the will in your heart 
Find the purpose you desire and run towards it
Don’t look back 
There is nothing left for you there 
Move forward and never look back 
Make each day count 
Make your life spectacular 


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