28/11/15 unposted

close the door, shut the curtains before they see
it has been a long day and if you are not careful you will show how you feel
retreat into the comfort of lost television and noise
switch it off again - not now - this can wait

as the days become weeks, this feeling at the pit of your stomach is just growing painful
it is getting harder to deal with
you are feeling like at any moment you could lose it
at night you cant sleep
it just keeps waking you, if not from the pain but from the dreams that drown you

i guess everybody has this.. this feeling of ignoring things
of struggling with the lack of time