Like this

It hasn’t always been like this, has it?

It seems if I really focus it has 

Maybe there were times I wasn’t this way but too few to remember 

I know it wasn’t the same with the serious one though 

The one I’d committed to

Not at first

Because she was so different 

What do people even talk about these days ?

I know I can fill an empty space and fill it with pointless nonsense 

Is that what communication looks like?

Is that what I’m looking for or should hold out for?

Can it not just be the looks?

I think I know it can’t as that’s not worked 

The looks far outweigh the person 9/10

And I don’t need the personality with my brain 

Like AI I just make it up

I put everything I like into one big bowl and mix it up

I spend time without consciously noticing the invention I am working on

So that when I do chat with them I’m so sure that minds creation links I lose the boundary

I can’t see the line between the reality and the fiction 

And I say I don’t like fiction?

Well maybe because I envelop people so deeply rooted into this interactive universe 

One they didn’t ever enter

But one I can never leave 

So to put my theory to the test 

An app without pictures 

Just personality 

Love is blind or should be 

To be shallow is not my choice 

But my pattern to be so hyper focused on the exterior 

I mean jeeez who ever said don’t judge a book by its cover

Seriously had multi meaning to that cause