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Today is it!

Today was the day
today was the last day we'd of had for that while
the last time we'd have together
today was the date that rang bells in my mind as I woke




Today is the time I'd of shed tears
tears for the loss of your company
who'd of known I'd of lost it already
who'd of guessed the way life plays sometimes...




Instead today is just a Sunday
the end of the 7th month
my last day off before my first targeted week in my new job
the 3rd time I meet that new somebody in my life


How I'm glad it all left how it did
as now I feel like I've come so much further
flat hunting, independence, that new person 


:) Smiles fill my heart, my mind, my whole self
finally!!! life is here and I'm happy 
nothing will change how much I've experienced
but wow, today is it!
the realisation that my life is my own and I am loving it more than I have in a while!!!




:) Hope you all have a great day!!! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

So I was just sitting here

Did you even remember that first time?
That first time we laid our eyes on each other?
That flame that lit below my ribs for that moment,
and only recently burnt out...


Did you even feel the pain I felt?
Did you remember how it was
the excitement, the excitement of learning it all
learning all about each other's lives


That night we stayed up talking till almost dawn
About our past lives,
Our past experiences,
The childhood memories,

I won't forget it,
You will go down as one of my favourite times
You will be down in my heart as the one I loved for that moment
I won't forget
I won't forget
Don't you forget it either....

Check out One Sixth Of Tommy.... Amazing!!!! 

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This Song Says It All!!! Thanx Aimee for introducing me to these!!!

Positive

Good Evening!! 




I have started to feel better, somebody out there has brought back my smile and I am very fortunate to know this person


I know what I want from my life 


* the career
* the nice flat/house
* the nice car
* the amazing gf


these are all things I wish to look at getting now, I feel like I have just got back to being me again and it feels wonderful, spending those times alone with yourself I think can be beneficial, just to listen away to your minds thoughts


Only YOU can change your life, only YOU can make it better.


Why wait about for something to fall on your lap, just get up and get out and go grab it all!


Now for some random poem I told someone I'd write


One day, you will wake up
You will get up and get ready for your day
Make breakfast in your brand new kitchen,
Sit in your gorgeous new car
Drive to your dream job.


You will have a great day, 
The sun will be shining,
Everybody you pass will smile with you


You will get home and be greeted by your lil cat
&& sit down next to your amazing fiancée,
You will fall asleep in her arms
Kiss her on her lips,
&& think to yourself
"How lucky am I right now"


Life is something we all have 
For as long as we are allowed
We experience the good and the bad and the ugly
But we must remember to keep smiling
Keep thinking about the good 
&& let the bad fall away


Don't let the change scare you
When you feel so comfy one day and lost the next
Remember what you want from your time here
Remember what you dreamt of as a child
Remember the advice you've been given
Trust your instincts
Follow your dreams
Have faith in all that you do




Things are sent to try us
But stand back up and be counted
Stand back up and be tall
Stand back up, dust yourself off and get out of life what you desire




Law of Attraction is Everywhere

How it all began.

I never really thought about much at all when younger,
I used to get up, breakfast, school, home time, dinner, bed,
I never used to sit and write my thoughts out,
I never used to worry about a thing. 


I used to dream of being clever, 
I used to dream big,
I used to strive for it all,
I used to plan my future with such innocence.


I am not where I thought I'd be,
Does life ever play out how you think,
Are we all just striving for the impossible?
Is it all just a cruel game?


I never became that person I used to dream of being 
I didn't steer myself onto the right path,
But wow, my life has been so colourful,
I don't regret a second.


Now I need to continue skipping,
along this yellow brick road,
Bigger picture, bigger dreams,
Bigger reality.


I am still the little girl,
She is still in me,
She will always be.

wandering minds

The first is just some random thought of mine.... written in 10mins, I didnt really think much it just was.
The second is reality.

The news had sunken in, 
family tried to support her through it,
tried to say the things they thought would help it,
this situation wasn't common, 
out of ones depth in worry


For how did this happen they would whisper,
how did this happen to our child,
what could have possibly caused this.


Days scraped on by, 
the pain it caused was felt by all,
the ripped up feelings, such visible wounds, 
The more they thought it,
over and over in ones mind
the more it seemed impossible.


The time had arrived,
for them all to say their goodbyes,
people gathered from all over 
in disbelief, 
in funeral attire,
they all stood to pay their respects..




For people they fall in and out of life,
you appear with a celebration, 
you leave with a celebration,
no one tells you how it will feel,
or how to cope,
there is no book out there with guidelines.




Had you seen me, 
had you felt the pain,
had you watched the tears fall,
would it have changed your mind?


Had you heard the cries, 
had you seen my thoughts,
had you caught my fall,
would it have stopped you?


Would it have made you think,
would it have clutched at your heart,
would it have done a thing at all?
I don't know now,
when I sit alone, 
Calming my heart down 
Picking up the broken pieces
The pieces you created,
The pieces that should have never been...