Showing posts with label Nostalgia. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Nostalgia. Show all posts

Friday, 16 December 2011

16th December 2011 "Just A Poem"

Poetry of times that have been
Withered old hands,
Silky feeling skin,
Clothes all knitted and the night has drawn in
Turning up the fire
Sitting down so carefully
Slippers on tucked in and the telly is flashing images
The cat is asleep on your chair
You are alone
You think about the past times of youth
You smile to yourself
You feel the memories flood in and you watch them dance out in your mind,
You remember the day of your wedding
You remember the first time you held your first born,
You remember graduating; you remember walking up the ladder of life,
You remember the funerals; you remember the heart ache,
You remember the tears and how it all sat still
How the earth felt like it had paused for that time
How the sun felt less bright
How the rain seemed to carry on falling even in the summer sun
How the waves in the sea seemed much darker than before
How the house felt so empty
The fire crackles and it makes you pause
You look over at the mantel piece
Decorated with pictures of those amazing passed by memories
Grandchildren, weddings, graduation,
Heart pours out onto the fall,
That fluffy carpet is covered in love and amazing moments in life.
Thankful, able to leave now it’s all played out
The play of your life has had its encore
The audience are on their feet, clapping to every note of your gratitude
The curtain slowly meets in the middle for one last time,
The cat purrs loudly,
You take a deep breath and you close your eyes...

Outside its snowing, outside its calm
The stage is now empty...   By KimFace 

Tuesday, 25 October 2011

Nostalgia



I miss University
It is not a major thought of my day, but tonight I have just been thinking wow!
Where did the time go?
This was also on my mind because I just think how quickly time is going, its nearly Xmas
I don't feel saddened really... just a thought- one that will surely pass as the day fades away.

Work is much better now, miss my family as they are in the South of France

I cant help but hope me and this newbie work
Getting to me! 
Good sign- it takes a lot for somebody to get to me !


That is all tonight! 
BTW - I should mention how proud I am of myself... Moving on from a previous chapter gracefully 
....Luckily!!! 


Much Love 
xxxxxx



Saturday, 11 June 2011

It has been a few days....

Afternoon people!!!








I do adore this song, it is an old one... but wow strong lyrics :)




Today I have felt quite nostalgic, looking back at Uni pics and thinking wow, how quick did that pass.. I don't think you ever really think too much about time unless you are trying to get somewhere... 


I don't want to be dwelling on things but there are so many memories in my life, it can become overwhelming.. 




I am not sure why I decided to write this blog today, but here it is. 


You know what question I have heard a lot recently? 


"If you could go back knowing what you know now and give your young self a piece of advice, what would it be?"


I could think about this all day you know? Say look both ways when you cross the road, to save me from being hit by a car that one day before school, or don't smoke its addictive and expensive to save me from smoking from the age of 11 until I was 19... or I could say ENJOY IT... Life passes by so quickly, and if you're not careful you might miss something.. I mean to go back and advise your young self on something takes away the surprise of life and how it is so random in its ways, it would change how my life was and to be honest although back in the day I may have sat there with tears falling over the things I'd regret, it is all part of me and my time here... so although it would be great to warn my young self about the dangers I would face when I grew up, I would say nothing... let it be how it has and enjoy it. :) 




I have so many moments in my life that I worry about forgetting, faces I can't visualise properly any more - it saddens me, especially those who have left us here.... 


I have kept a diary on and off for many years, I can see myself in tears scribbling down my thoughts or drunk scrawling over pages my feelings and worries- I have read through it all recently and I am just blown away by the language I used, the pain that can be felt through the words I have thrown together, it is quite moving to know of the lows I felt I had reached in times of my life... Still here though... Still have it all ahead of me and this is why I write today


Time just ticks by, blink and you have lost a moment and I just think that I have taken it for granted at times and wish to change this. I have a lot of amazing things in my life right now, I am so grateful!!!




To end my lil blog today - bit of David Guetta amazing song, amazing lyrics!! :D 


Enjoy it all, live for the moments and note it down! 


Life is too quick!!!


R.I.P to all those I have lost ....