I tried my best you know, pulled myself up like an old used coat hanger, it was all bent the wrong way but it kept me walking, I also kept scraping fingernails into the stairs, to keep me going...
It snapped though
Everything fell to the floor
Didn't know where to start
Heaps of just shit, everywhere
Couldn't see the floor
Couldn't see the bottom
Couldn't stop the blurry eyes
Blurry lines
Tears that stained my day..
Day by day
Made a new stand
Still looked twisted, metal stuck up
Days became weeks
It was like looking in a mirror with opaque lenses
If I couldn't see it happening it meant it wasnt
But at night, when the sleep light went out
I was left in the dark surrounded
Truth
Pain
It just feels like a bizarre dream, mixed with unfortunate real life existence
I can't get away from it but at the same time I am not looking to run away
I am facing it
I am living and breathing it
This is not a gossip column
I am not your entertainment
Life has spun a fast one
Taken with it all we ever worked for
Next few weeks are just very much the same
Yet my distraction will be closed
Lock down 'ain't got nufin on this'
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