Finding the words to say how I'm feeling...

How I truly feel though, 

Not just the words that I create and form sentences with to the person I am sat with,

But the thoughts that fill my mind in the evening before I fall asleep.

I know that I have been blessed with the life I have lived so far,

I know I have been hurt by people, 

I know that I have hurt people too.

I am not the victim and I am not the bully,

I am just trying to deal with the life I have in the best way that I can.

I fall in love with people and things change

I feel myself being driven higher by the high that I am on

The relationship then ends, and I crash down

I have lost people in my life that I miss at times,

I have fell out with people and it sucks

But I am a great believer in the world of karma, the world of fate, the law of attraction

I wish to remove the negative energy from within that appeared after we fell out today

I wish to remove the sad feelings of missing somebody

I love Christmas 

This time of year makes me happy

As a child I loved it 

The excitement still fills my heart

I have finished purchasing all the gifts and this week I will wrap them

Very random bunch of blogging today

But now I feel lighter knowing its all out on this page

Happy Sunday People! :)