Why do I carry such luggage around?
Where am I planning on staying?
I lay here and I still hit the wall with the complete unacceptable reality that has played out for me over 12months
Even longer if I am honest
What happened? When did I stumble on the hornets nest?
What did I do to end up here?
I had a marriage, I had my health, I was doing well at work
We had found our forever home
But that place saw the demise
The demise of my life as I knew it
It all crumbled away like an old wooden shed
It had been rotting for years
But I hadn’t seen it
I barely visited it
Didn’t take care of it
The paint was never going to cover up the damage that was spreading
I cry tears of salt as I struggle with it all
Stages of grief aren’t easy
Such solace
Such sadness
Such an earthquake
But this time, we didn’t survive …
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