N if I was quieter

would you still think I was too noisy
would I get in your way
Would I ruin your plans


Am I too much for you 
Are you too much for me
Do we even know what is happening anymore
Is it like a big game, are we just pretending, playing the characters well and forgetting when somebody has shouted CUT!!


I don't know anymore 
And neither do you
But we still carry on
Not having a clue
But it works for me and it works for you
So we will carry on doing
Exactly this


N if I was quieter you would be still
Still and confused and bugging me till 
I shout or moan or gasp with annoyance
And then we'd carry on chatting like nothing had happened