Sunday, 6 April 2025

Tightly closed boxes piling as high as the tree

And when your hearts in pieces
And when there’s nothing left
And everything you used to have 
Is filling up the trash 
And when you find yourself silent 
Along comes all the grey
The sadness in our history
Will finally go away
And now I’m thinking of her again
Even though it left me with a stain 
A stain from all those tears
From waiting on your name
To flash up on my phone again 
And make me feel more normal 

For I spent a whole year pining 
And now it feels like a new ordeal 

And now it’s all lay out 
In front of me on the floor
The memories all such pain felt 
All piled high against the wall
The flooding of all these moments 
Fill the rooms with thoughts 
The windows they won’t open 
And the house is getting heavy
It’s such weight on my heart strings 
And such sorrow in my voice
As I watch it all fall away 
In this huge pile at the tip 

The wind will return soon 
And it will blow a gale 
The little bits of paper will all take off and spiral
Within it the ink has written shapes that wrote letters about our love 
All wrapped up tightly as it falls through the night 
And it will finally lose speed and fall to the ground falling to that street where it will never be found 
And one grey Monday night there it is by this hedge
And one person will walk past it 
And the words that were written will never be read 

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